ugh. i just did something...make me feel very guilty. i was taking this laminated oral pic from my mother's hand then it accidentally scratched her eye. then she said oh shit rachel what have you done and i said im sorry and my body went numb. then she said you better not hope its red and bleedy tomorrow. gawd i sincerely hope not. if not i am as dead as being thrown in lava. oh my gawwd. then my lips were quivering as i said the oral picture. i tried to tell myself to calm down and i did a little. gawd im so scared my father gonna scold later i dun wanna go into the room. oh now god is really punishing me i dunno why. sports heats fell down then change place with lester for maths then now this oh my gawd what is my life coming to. term 1 went brilliantly now this term sucks to hell. whywhywhy i just went for confession yesterday im supposed to be sin-free now apparently not. im sure sports day i wont win anything just for maybe relay. my life stinks. but im glad i actually have one.

Mood:  a-ok
Hi. Bought the Precious Moments Catholic small hands edition bible today. Some quotable words of God:

"If the world hates you, realize that it hated me first. If you belonged to the world, the world would love its own; but because you do not belong to the world, and I have chosen you out of the world, the world hates you." -John 15:18-20

Umm, I can't find the other one...but I'll type it here once I find it. But gotta study for exams now ByE.

In/Out II
Mood:  chillin'
Nth much happened yet...just now discussed BW project. Si Lei and Vic could not get on...Vic wants her out. I dunno. Nvm. So here's the 2nd In/Out list:

In/Out:
1) Lin Jun Jie/Wong Jun Jie
2) Pigs that sniff out truffles/ Action bedek stupid pigs (this human lar...wont say who)(boy)
3) Soya beans/S*****e
4) International visitors to the school/Local visitors
5) Elizabethtown VCD/Seragoon Town Council (Si Lei's contribution! Thanks!)

Mood:  bright
HARHAR I DIDN'T REALISE TODAY IS MY BLOG'S 2 MONTH ANNIVERSARY! LOL :D

HAPPY 2-MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO MY BLOG!!

Mood:  down
Ugh. My mother just came in AGAIN. I hate it. I didn't go for ath yesterday...bumped into Mr Lim on the way out from HMT. He asked where am I going I told him home. Then he like did this irritating face. ???. I'm not really a fan of old men. Whatevs. EW's bro bawled his eyes yesterday and today. Yesterday coz he did not bring this form (which never even existed) and today coz there's nobody to bring him to his friend's party. Omg puh-lease. I would have told him to shut up, like Stacey would have but Esther was so patient. (What would you expect from an amah?) So...other than that nothing much else. Just that Mr Goh has gone crazy and I don't wanna explain. Till next time...X|

Mood:  don't ask
i dun wanna type actually. but here goes:
1) i slipped and fell during the starting of the 100m heats and came in 2nd last in my heat so i dun think qualify for sports day in that one. it rained and i was like, the only runner to slip. but i think can qualify for 400m even though i came in 4th.
2) we did not make it to the finals of the national relays.
3) i am lazy to type and have to go now so good night.

Mood:  blue
Hi. Had funfair today...not so fun but ok lah. I did EC candy floss duty till 10.27 then went off. I HATE MRS TAN. Anyhow ask ppl to go around and write down the names of all the game stalls and write a brief description. OMG, crazy or what?? Then stayed back for soccer. I think I was the best of the lot!! Honestly I think they (Mr Faizal and Mr Ho) thought I was good! Yay. I fell down coz smashed into the goalie, a boy. Then my leg was bleeding had to go and wash. The only thing is that the comp is on Mon + Tues so mum said I CAN'T GO!! WHAT THE HELL!! Urgh stupid! Why must everything be on Mon + Tues??? I HATE IT. IHATEITIHATEITIHATEIT. Then Joanne and Queenie came down the stairs form Chinese Dance and then J said to Rahayu, "Girls play soccer then become lesbian!" Coz, um, she is one. R not J. Then R replied saying something "big-eyed girl". And then it was a war of words and then R and Q left. Someone said "racist" I dunno who. I guess R and Q dun like the Malay gals?? But I mean pls lah have I become a lesbo?? NOO!!! That was after we played the match (which my team won 2-0.) I scored the second and either Faj or Jade the first. I tackled Isabelle aka Twiggie, and acc kicked Sheena. :| But this is soccer! I dun regret it. Later on also CY and her gang came down from CD and said hi betrayer to me and then asked me what I was doing I told her playing soccer. The she asked me, "Why everything soccer, soccer, soccer?" Um, why not?? I mean I think CD is stupid and she thinks soccer is stupid so what does that show?? Ppl have their own opinions laah! *rolls eyes* I dunno. There are the dainty girls and the tomboys. So I fall in the latter category so WHAT? Ugh...never mind.

Mood:  lazy
OMG today was crazy. I said the pledge then helped Ms Malar click the buttons for her EC/GD presentation. She wanted to open something then scroll down but she pressed the right button and nth happened. Then I told her it should be the Left button and I clicked and it worked and she laughed.
Then at 8 went down to canteen to buy a sandwich before the shoot started. They have us a T-shirt to try and it fit. So we wore that. There was 5 of us. Me, Steph, Jing Guan from 5B and Ethan and Asher, Mrs Wu's sons. We started filming with Melvyn. So it was supposed to be me and JL try to steal the ball away from M, S and E. A was the goalie. M was good, and if we got the ball (which I did twice or thrice) we had to pass it back (I dunno! Director's logic...). the cameraman told me to stop smiling. WHATEVERRR. I hate being told off. After that they filmed individual shots of JL, S, E then me then A. Break at 9.30 to 10. If not the boys would be laughing at us all!!! Mr Antz joined me, V, SL, and SK at S7. With dart gun then he let me shoot then TX became the target. So fun! One of SL'S shots hit TX's specs. A large crowd gathered not long after, mostly girls. Then after which we carried on filming. Us passing the Ball in a circle. Then they filmed indi shots of us crunching MILO cereal without milk. S went first, then E, JL, A and me. I took the least shots I think! But whatever. Then it was over. Went back to class to get the hw. At 12 Ms Low gave us the CF for ath tomorrow. ES can't run so someone has to take her place.(Hope not me arh...Maybe YY). After sch dismissed I to see ES. She looks fine, the swelling gone down. :) Passed her her sci wb(the hw) and the Koko Krunch, Bionic set and some lame toy for her bro to play. Happy she's OK but I dun think it's a fracture. Praise be to God!!

Mood:  down
OH. MY. GODDD. ES could have fractured her ankle!! Poor thing!! Oh man I hope she is okay...tomorrow she's not coming to sch, going to get an X-Ray. She did it like this: She was passing the baton to Isabelle during ath then she "bent" her ankle and that was it. She came back crying. I didn't think it was that serious before, nor did any of the other girls or Mr Lim or Mdm Low!! :--( So saaad. Maybe tomorrow I will go and visit her after the filming. Pray she is ok!!
Just before ath me, CY and Isabelle went to the SR coz Belle forgot her spikes. Borrowed from the PE Store. Then when we went in we asked Mr Goh where Ms Lim could be. Then he said "There!" and then he and Mr Antz and Mr Bala started laughing I dunno why. Then as me and Belle were talking to Ms Lim, Mr Antz aimed the dart gun at us and fired! It hit me on the *ahem* bone. And then another one hit Belle on the butt! EW! EVIIIL!!! They are craaazy! Why did Ms Lim marry Mr Goh anyway??? Ugh I dunno. Opposites attract I guess.

Mood:  not sure
Had hse practice today. Practiced relay lah...had to stop little while coz had thunder. Then continued...me, CY, PX, Eugenia, Stacey and Shabrina practiced by ourselves away from the p3s and 4s. They are so ah-nnoying!!! Talk-talk-talk-talk-talk and cannot get the baton passing right! Anyway, after that went back to school and got the number tags. I am 282. :) I'm running 100m, 400m and 4x100m relay. I know I will never win the 100m, so embarassing...I pray to GOD I can at least win in the 400m and 4x100m.
Rewind to 3 pm. So fun! Mr Goh and Mr Antz bought these cool guns for the EC/Games Day. Mr Goh demonstrated and it was v cool! Norman tried first. Then Si Lei saw Mr Antz in the doorway watching. Then he came in carrying his gun. His shoots put balls, but Mr Goh's shoots out styro darts. Then he asked Winnie to shoot and she got bullseye! Then Mr Goh called on me to shoot. I missed and hit below..coz Mr Goh told me to aim lower but of course the dart will dip so you have to aim higher! So then the whole class was LOL-ing and Silas, Eug and some other 6B pupils were standing in the doorway. After that had to lave for hse practice...haha! So fun! P6 has been a good year so far (and I hope it remains)! :D